I am unsure of what to write in this space. I am not a creative person, nor am I an elegant writer. Some could say I try to hard to be what I definitely am not: a good writer. I prefer audio.
I would like to create podcasts. I would like my own studio to craft a decent podcast for the world to hear and understand my views. I have opinions, I have a firm grasp of how our world works, I would like to offer my own set of solutions for problems that need solutions. I ramble, but that is me. I talk a lot, but that is just me. I annoy people, but that is what I do. I hope you can understand that I am not trying to be the same, I am different, I am me!
Listen, I have something to say. How do I use WordPress to make what I want to post accessible to all? I know it is possible, because others are doing what I want to do.
I learn best by working in a team. Alone, I am nothing. I lack focus, I lack the knowledge, I lack the skills that a team harbors within it. I am thinking of a team of four or five. Minimum four. Maximum five. That is what I have discovered is the ideal team size. So that work can be doled out evenly and no one is left out.
I need a better writing studio, better recording studio, better facility all around. I need to be useful. I can be better if you will just allow me to be better. Please do not ignore me. Please do not leave me to work alone. I find it very difficult to explain myself. Doing the best I can with what I am provided. Life is not supposed to be this damn difficult!
I am ADD and OCD and maybe even autistic too. I can be difficult, but I do not intend to be. I am easily frustrated, I have an anger issue, and I lack friends to talk to. I do get it that everyone has a life, some have families they must attend to, I fully grasp that, and that is why no one, not even my own blood, has time to sit down and talk and listen to me. I am lonely. I want companionship, but I also want to be a part of a team effort. I can be useful. Give me a chance to prove it. But, remember, I do not accomplish things on my own, I can only accomplish things as a member of a team of four or five, equal distribution of workloads.
This is my plea for assistance and acknowledgement. Please respond when possible. Thank you.